Sometimes no matter how you try to stay positive or learning so many things and trying to be happy, some little gritty things can just make you turn into a cloudy and rainy weather. Well that is for my case. Sigh~ so therefore it was really a refreshing and exuberating moment when I met up with my Prints pals after work to visit them and catch up on things. I miss them quite a bit actually. Working in my current line, the circle you work around in is totally different. Or maybe I am not accustomed to the people around yet… They just talk differently! Sigh~ well anyway, I just felt sucky lately in terms of the human relationship and how sometimes I see their responses towards me. Gah it just bugs me man. I know I can be so picky and anal on these things. Every tiny body language or personal expression they make, it’s almost like I register or record them in memory!

So finally! Today I was able to relax and catch up on the mundane things of customer service. It was great! I miss talking to customers actually and recommending stuffs. There are shitty and fucked up customers out there of course no denying it but..somehow those moments became memorable. I miss the people I work with like Mardi, Mary, Joe, Wanzhi, Christopher, Jolene and even Jeff! Though I dun wish to pursue a career in customer service, I do miss it nonetheless cos its a totally different experience and the ppl you meet are different as well.

Well not to say that I hate my job right now. Maybe it takes time to settle down? Get comfortable and know more people? But I dun think I’ll meet colleagues in Prints or Borders or even customers (fucky as they are sometimes) in this industry. And thats what I believe I dun regret. Yes! I don’t regret now missing tat 1 or 2 years doing sales instead of going into the line of what i studied in initially. Because each job doesn’t have the same experience! And whatever I learnt in sales, made me what I am today. (haha sounds so cliche..) But true. Sigh~