Back in Singapore for a few days before going back up to Ipoh and then to Kuala Kangsar. Yesterday when we reached back Singapore, felt so drained and tired. I think it’s because we ended our shoot late and I was packing my luggae till 2 plus am. And then at 7am we had headed out to the airport already.

Rush rush rush.

Ipoh airport really didn’t have anything there. Just a shop that sells dodol and what not. The local delicacy. We had bought some stuffs at Family Mart after shoot. I bought chocolate bread so had that at the airport while waiting.

Slept through the flight with bits of waking up. It’s been awhile since I took flight. It was a full flight so very crampy and lots of people. But interesting nonetheless. Very fun. Anyway back to being tired back home. Haha.

Just didn’t want to do anything at all. In between there were issues with the submission for two of the horror episodes we were doing. I’m glad it got rectified quickly. The programme cuesheet and what not. In the end submitted it properly and it was finally completed. Thank god.

And I lied down and continued watching Gangubai Kathiawadi on Netflix. A really really good film with amazing production design and well shot. It was really impressive! I’m sure that cost a lot to be made. Oh yes, just checked: $75 million budget. Jeezus…

And here I am worried sick about getting more money to do sound.

And then watched TV over dinner ordered from Grab. Didn’t even have the strength to go out again. Was too tired. Anyway had a good sleep after.

I really hope today is really an off day for me. Like I don’t have to worry about work so much. But who are we kidding… I want to read a book itself feels like guilt. There’s so many small small things that needs attention.

There’s always something that comes up. Like right now I’m worried about the sound. I’m worried if the Telemovie is all good to premiere tonight.

Worry worry worry.

That’s my other problem. I worry too much without dealing with it. Like breaking it down what exactly is the issue.

So yeah…

I think I need to sit down, recharge and think properly on the problems. And solve it. That way, things get done better. Worrying doesn’t solve anything. You gotta get right down to it and solve it or think about the solutions.

Alright. That’s what I will do. And I shouldn’t let reading be a guilt because that should be something that I enjoy doing and I shouldn’t let work stop that.

On a book update: I’m still on Dune. Haha. But I think I’m almost halfway. It gets really captivating once you’re on it. So we’ll see. Syu recommended me an app called Book Read? Where people share what books to read and what is good out there. You can write reviews as well. I would like to get on it but, I don’t think I can without reading or finishing one book at least to review! Jeez…

Oh well, that’s my struggle.

We’ll see if there’s anything improving again on my next entry!