To be honest, in terms of health, I feel that I’m more awake and alive then I was when I was younger. I feel more in tune with myself. More awake in terms of having clear thoughts and being able to think properly. Somehow when I was younger, it felt more clogged up and blurry. It’s harder to think back then, then I am now. Although I am more busier now though.

Is that a good thing?

Now, I feel more clearheaded and I guess I can think bigger. Maybe it’s just harder then because I have to juggle work and school too. I don’t know. It’s funny.

Not that I’m more creative now. I highly doubt that. Seems the struggle that I had then is still the same. But it just feels different.

Oh I’m talking about this because I was just reading my earlier post when I was younger.

But, I do write a lot more detailed things back then. Now, things fleet by me so fast. Or maybe I’m not taking time to talk about things more deeply. Maybe its the youth talking haha. Wanting to be heard and just spewing all thoughts and frustrations out in the net. I’m glad I’m passed that… jeez. If Twitter and Facebook and Instagram was alive back then, I would have stormed the net! With the things I write in here…jeez… haha.

But I’m turning 40 next year. What a milestone. The big 4 – 0. Still spewing thoughts. More thoughtful thoughts though, that I have to say. So I hope I’ve grown wiser. What is this post about…

More ramblings from me before the end of the year. What shall I talk about next year?

I miss simpler times… but the simpler times was when I’m so all over the place. So strange.

I read a lot more though.

Maybe I’m just missing my past. And now going forward, I’m wondering what do I want to become.

Am I actually reminiscing my 2022? Is that what I’m doing? But an older style of rehashing your 2022? And then after this I’m thinking what my goals are for 2023?

Ah interesting how I’ve changed.

Btw this is my first entry for December 2022. Mid month. Nice. I guess I’ll post on the 30th or 31st before we hit the new year. My goals next maybe.

Toodles for now!